My last few days, Jamie always stand by my side wit all his pleasure love songs and his jazzy voice, 'What A Difference A Day Made" made me found my romance in my menu, it's so heavenly!..
I knew I made it, he made me found my fine days..with full of rainbow, and flowers...
Love is sweet, love is like millions of candies, but it's bitter sometime ( kalo pait ya dibuang aja gimana? xp)..tapy gpp lah pait2 dikit kaya kopi..halah!!
key, Off to out main topic..
people comes and go, there's several who stay and several who went away ( jady datang dan pergi gitu..datang tak dijemput, pulang tak diantar..halah(*^%)%$#&$ )
First man I love...
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yaudah ya....
heheheheheee
hey I'm back, but not witta loony story that I had before! hahahaa..you know? somesh*t in life feels annoying, aight?! hhmm..
ya..ya..ya few days ago,
there's a shocking news that make me choked up! damn! not me , my mum too , my hun too, my dad too, anyone around me...even Bombot too ! fyuhh...
giLAaaa..ternyata berat gw NAIK LAGI !!!!!
damn ternyata sekarang gw udah &*^%$$%$#%$^^ Kilo's! ( cencored)
dan mulai deh di maki-maki gw sm smw orang!
anjritt, jd gimana dong?
yaudah kali ini mesti punya tekad yang BULAT dan KUAT! (what's that?)
even my mum said,
"dear, someone next to you it's not a God, he' can suddenly turn back to other, so why don't you realize now bfore it's too late?"
iya deh ma..
I do..
yeah I used to adore him, yang namanya 'used to' pasti udah dari jaman dahulu kala, ya ga lama2 amat c..sebut aj inisialnya DJ, (is he a DJ?) nope! BIG NO!
dulu gw ngfans banget sm dy, tapy..semenjak kejadian itu ah bikin maless banget deh...
- to be continued-
If I could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, Now wouldn't that be sweet?
Sweet escape
Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give
The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown
I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains
I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
I've lived to be
The very best
I want it all
No time for less
I've laid the plans
Now lay the chance
Here in my hands
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity
You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time
Make it shine
Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be
I will be
I will be free
I'm looking across the street when the green car pass me by..I'm so fed up with everything today,hu..hu..hu.. I miss my mocking bird.. miss your silly jokes!hahahaa...
Hey, not much happening today, just meeting my partners in crime ho..ho..and he just give us a week to done all of this job! waw that's great !..see, someone told me that I've to burn my spirit up, why? just because I would be tired if I don't have my spirit inside though I'm so happy to do this..
but why'd I just feeling miserable right now?
yes, it just because of Kautsar...
well I don't wanna have this feeling anymore..
it's killing me..
(i hate to said so!)
but I always remember God won't give us a task if we can't do it!
gitu ya?
iya ajah deyh byar cepet...
just see...
and take a look and see...
waktu itu lagi panas banget siang2, pas bulan puasa pula...Ramadhan, panas terik..yah gitu deh, pulang acara music JAzz lagi ( apa coba? ) waktu itu gw lg ma Syifa..eh ketemu d sama seseorang yang tidak lain dan tidak bukan adalah Superman sebut aja MAn Overboard (karena dy suka banget sm Blink182)..kenapa Superman?karena ilmunya banyak..(lho?)
seiring berjalannya waktu setelah berakhirnya cerita Brownies terakhir dan Kura kura kecil..awalnya ga papa..tp koq I feel something lost ya? ah...cuma feeling...tp sekarang..klo dibilang gw kangen sm dy, tp engga boleh..( boleh ga ya ? ) boleh siy, asal jangan d pegang ( lho? ) yah kan ibaratna ikan, boleh diliat tp gak boleh di pegang, (gt kan?) hehehehe...
yah gitu deh..
dy memberi gw spirit baru, (sebenernya enggak tp itu muncul dr diri gw sendiri) cm mang dy yang bikin gw mau berlomba2 dalam kebaikan sm dy juga, selain sm sahabat2 satu perjuangan gw dsni..
nyadarin gw buat selalu lurus..
inget banget gw pernah ngmg k dy..
"Dear.. ak sadar, ak ini siapa dan km ini siapa, kita berbeda visi dan misi meski kita punya tujuan yang sama ..it means cepat ato lambat qt akan pisah..klo ujungny ky gt, knp ga dari sekarang??"
yeah dan karena gw sama dy sm2 tau buat apa fingsi diri qt, maka kita memutuskan untuk berpisah..dan saat itu gw sadar klo api dalam diri gw ilang satu..tp gw mau buktiin dan berhasil buktiin bahwa tnp api dari dy pun gw BISA!!!!..
dan..
gw bisa...
tp sekarang...
gw masih bisa....akan selalu bisa...bisa karena mau..
kemauan mengalahkan kemampuan...jady semua pasti bisa kalo kita mau...
trus sekarang apa masalahnya?..ada..
gw mungkin ngelupain klo dy missing part bwt gw...
ah ga boleh gt...tp dulu karena dy, gw jady bisa dewasa dan ga mikirin namanya cowo yang GAZEBO (gag zelaz bo!)
dy bilang
F*ck with her
F*ck with him
go to Hell!!
dy selalu bilang gt, nah itu yang bikin gw jady ngorbanin perasaan gw buat treus maju, karena gw tau berjuang itu gak boleh pake perasaan...klo pake perasaan, ntar mati...gitu ya?? yaiyalah..........................!!!!!!
denger ga sih tuh c Aliyah, jangan lemah , jangan cengeng!maju terus pantang mundur..amanah lo besar bgt bu!!
jd ttp semangat ya!
tnang aj San, ak akan tetap hebat ko dsni..
kita buktiin ya sama2...
kita bakalan ketemu lagi suatu saat nanti..
take care
hari ini seru juga acara Rock n Roll nya...menyadarkan pentingnya mandi pagi (lho?) salah ya...? hehehe..mksdnya pentingnya bersosialisasi yang baik dengan masyarakat (mang Acara Rock n roll ngajarin budi pekerti yap?! hehe)..
well..I'm agree, cuz we can't live without people around us..rite?!
hari ini cukup hectic juga yah...caee juga siy, dan lagi2 harus mengorbankan prospek gw..fyuh..gpp lah yang pnting dapet ilmu sakti..*caelah*
bong, kenapa seh ko marah2 tyus?udah dong, bong! ngertiin kita gituh...
bikin dong yang efisien gitu jangan kebanyakan mitang mitung atuh.....
pusing marusing deh eyke..yuukk
yang penting fill me in..dengan keilmuan yang bwanyakkkk..supaya tmbah pinter..
